I have wanted to vent about this since it started

2021.10.25 05:16 corruptedcurrency I have wanted to vent about this since it started

I literally just joined Reddit to vent about this. I need help. In fact, I was going to do it sooner but the fear that they might see it scared me but I don't care anymore because it's over.
Buckle up, it's an.... interesting one. (and kind of long and up and down and weird idk)
It started in January 2020 when I was in my senior year of high school. I was very bored in class and decided to write on my desk. I wrote a short little phrase, nothing important. Mind you I vandalized all my desks in every class so it wasn't something new for me.
The next day I come in and see someone has responded to my phrase, having written a response right under it. I got SUPER excited and responded to that too.
So we go on to have a giant conversation on that desk for about two weeks. We find out each other's names, which period we're in, etc. Until they finally asked for my Snapchat. I got super excited again and we added each other.
We started talking 24/7, got each other's numbers, and texted too. I loved this person; they were hilarious, honestly quirky, and a person I wouldn't normally be friends with coming from my social circle in school, they were extremely nice and caring YOU GET THE POINT.
(We even discovered that we share the same table in a different class as well!)
So we became fast friends. Go forward two weeks, and this person starts getting distant. Very randomly starts responding late and dry.
(Ok I should say we met up a couple of times at school but for like 1 minute and that's it. They were extremely shy.)
Finally, I lost my Snapchat account (long story) so I text them something along the lines of "yooo I lost my account lol"...... and that's it.
Never responded to that text. Just left me hanging.
So I continue to CONSTANTLY think about this person every single day for the next four months. (Getting to the realization that I might have feelings) Mind you this is during the Covid lockdown so I was stuck with my thoughts and going crazy.
Now it's June, our graduation. I'm going around texting all my friends, congratulating and whatnot, and I see their name in my contacts. I decided to swallow my pride and text them. NOTHing big just "hey congrats on graduating!"
So... they respond. Very casually, thanking me, asking me how I am, totally chill. I wasn't chill I was dying but they were totally chill.
We have a short little conversation and that's it. The next month it was their birthday so I text them again. Same exchange, end of story.
Fast forward to September, I open a new Snapchat account, add them, I post, and they reply to my post. From there, it's the best part. We get very close. We start talking all day every day, we become besties. I start absolutely loving them. The thing is, I was never able to tell if they liked me or not. We would flat out say "I love you" to each other but never actually say anything that would be like "hey I like you." I always felt like it was mostly jokes to them. We never made a move to hang out in real life so they were basically an online friend to me, which is weird.
So that winter was absolute bliss, being that close with them. Right on new years eve, they text saying "hey let's elope." I loved that.
Alright, now it's January, and they start getting distant again. I was... sad. And once again, at one point around the end of the month, they ghost me.
For the next three months, I decide I hate this person, then decide I love this person. Emotionally unstable. I eventually decide if they text, I'm not gonna get close again.
Then comes April, and they text me wishing me a happy birthday out of the blue.
I kinda freak out, not too much. I snap back thank you and close the conversation but they keep continuing it. I get a little mad and I express it. I say something like, "um ok you ghosted me twice? What's up with that?"
They make a joke out of it. That's the thing about them. They never addressed anything serious. Ever. Anytime I brought up an issue? Joke around it.
I get mad but I don't know how but the conversation kept going. We ended up.... getting close again. From April all the way to the end of summer it was bliss.
I know, I hate to say it but I couldn't stop myself. We got close again, very close. But exactly the same way as before. Them always joking around, me not knowing if they like me the way I like them. This goes on until the end of August and guess what?!
Gets distant and ghosts me :)
Yes, I am a very dumb person. I hate it too.
I don't get too bummed out because I'm thinking, "we're gonna end up talking again."
Mind you I'm thinking about them every second of the day again.
And...we end up talking again.
It's October, yes this October, they reply to my story again. We get close again. But by now, I'm actually over them. I don't like them like that, I'm just talking to a friend. I like them as a friend 100%. Saved me a lot of overthinking too.
But this time there's a twist I promise.
So this just happened, like 30 minutes ago.
They got distant again lately but they text me saying stuff like "I wanna be honest. I don't want to waste your time." I FREAK OUT.
They say weird things like, "I don't want to continue this relationship, I want to stop talking" OR SOMETHING I don't even remember because it was so weird. I tell them I'm confused and that we're friends but they dismiss me and just, leave. I said "I don't understand" and they said "Ok lol"

And here we are. I'm feeling weird. They're a little late because they didn't say stuff like this when I actually liked them and now that I see them as a friend they get all weird talking about relationships??
I don't know what's gonna happen in the near future with this person.
I liked them, now I don't know what to think of them.
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I work with and have seen this first hand at our local parrot rescue. Pushing adoption on all people, however well intended, isn't a good thing. Let me explain.
Adopted parrots often come with some serious challenges. Somebody new to parrot companionship usually isn't going to have the knowledge and experience to help rehabilitate the bird. Trust can take years to build and people often lack the patience to wait because they want to bond with the bird right away.
Parrots are often sent back to the rescue because it was simply too much for the person who adopted them. Every time a parrot is rehomed, it's a huge setback for their stability and ability to trust. They are often sent back and forth between homes several times due to the challenges they present and the people who didn't realize how hard it would be.
Adoption and rehabilitation go hand in hand. It's very rare that you adopt a bird that instantly cuddles and trusts you. If someone is willing to rehabilitate, educate themselves and commit for the long run, adoption is a truly rewarding and beautiful thing. But we really need to be careful about pushing it on everyone that wants a bird.
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